Countdown : 3 days to reach the end

:(

Sad and struggling...

The side effect of working like a cow is probably early development of dementia.

You use your brain really hard yet many information slipped out here and there unknowingly.

Ended I almost can't do anything unofficial these days, I even need to set reminders to ensure I pay my bill on time, change some authority appts etc etc.....

The 'school' trip probably come in time.........arghhhh please take me away from the saddness and fatigue.

arghh

Love grows

Things I will badly miss soon, be it the human beings or things that I will be missed out on soon...

Love gets stronger for these when time comes to take them away from your life. Sounds weird? But they are now part of my life cos they are in my big fat world :)

Flipping through my SD card and found things that I ran out of time to post.

We will blend in leisure and bits of fun as much as we can...

HAHAHAA I dread of this cos I hate to pay sch fees :p

When night falls, gamblers are up.

And when morning comes, we will try to hide from the sun as much as we could :p

But these are typical pictures sun we could not avoid being event organiser.

But it feels good to see greens and sunshine in blue moon these days.

Some nights just meant to be fun and let the hair down.

When the mind relax, creativity flows naturally better.

It looks super retro and natural if only the blue one can act alittle more nature :p

I duno why he kept opening his little mouth in most pics and looking rather ....... (i hate to say this) "wu gu" (innocent!).

You know like those AV gals' poses???? HAHAHHAHAA

Nevertheless the gang is like a family now.

In this family that lives alot of gamblers....its hard to see they dun gamble in every other day ...

err gathering days.

So the gambling blood flows either there or HERE...

The ppl or gamblers I will miss :)

Of cos the luck I will miss......

Yes yes that is mine mine mine YEAH...

I hope the luck follows me thou :) I hope the luck will start to easternised :p

Of cos the gals I will miss...needless to say.

AND
HK came into place in a right time! hahaa

Wantan mee, dim sum, lao po bin and cha siew rice + lotsa desserts balance my emotions.

Its really great to see my family again, be it there or home ground.

I realise I do miss them, and my mum's naggings and cooking!

I realise I miss rice.... hahahaa

Love to do up a HK post too for sharing : ) I hope i can manage my time thou for this bad April.

This post is yet to be something I wanna do properly but unexpectedly 'commotions' occured and then the end went back original end and it had been an exhausting episode.

When you start to get to your feet and the universe spins conscious again, things need to be done still have to be done. So there they are lining up infront of me and stripping more time from me.

But well, my mind still stands strong of this particular special post I wanna do up :)

Ya things need to be done still have to be done.....

Moody

Realise it has been more than 20 days since last blogged.

But didn't do I expect a change in life within days.

There had been some decision making going on these weeks. And has been quite struggling and moody ever  since those dark days..

Trust me, it is not fun to make such a decision to break away from the zone you have slowly bulit with trust and happiness (of course there were many occasional unhappiness + complaints), that it eventually give you comfort and merge into your life and become part of it.

Whoever I have known during these time, most have become friends and have their places in my world.

To an extent, I even doubt myself why does this even become an option to tempt me to do this big change, why do I want to change?

There were moments I hope I could turn back time and brush away the new thought.
However I believe everything happen for a reason and things will have to change when the time of fate knocks. I probably can't see it now but I will know later.

Probably different amount of time is applicable to individual's digestion process.

One of the stupidest thing did was below lot .... :) It eventually didn't help much in consideration process though.

To make things no better, DD having bz outstation work schedule, while my dear family is having fun time in some part of the world left me even lonelier this time.

Literally I have no mood for most things except indulge in foods and TV. I am supposed to complete a lot of maid chores at home and doing fave blogging and blogshop stuff.

I will take time to do next blog, something meaningful and to mark that milestone in my life.