傻瓜

I feel like this today....very much.
ばかみたい
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傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Foul mood day…

Foul mood day…

Probably I shouldn’t even put myself in the test when I am not ready. But only when I get my results I realize I haven’t lock those ‘theories’ in the heart yet. The mind has these but the heart outruns the mind this time.

Mmm I tot I am getting on my best rhythm. But when I started to see certain bits of past or some related “human beings”, it still gripped the heart a little. It explains my rejection of iphone or even sight of an iphone or its advertisement.

Until when I am really able to own one, I am truly ok?

But I still chose not to, I want something that fits my character my lifestyle not just pursuing new things blindly or peer challenges.

I will continue to face the past. This time I chose to face it and let new things flow into my life. Life is wonderful! Tomorrow is mystery! I should look forward to the unexpected!

Stubborn old memories not suppose to be in there, will lose its grip on me soon. Soonest!

I will continue to pursue things for myself not like a victim of peer influence or the sickening past.

Only if you believe….everything will happen?

(Mmm just that there are times u do feel tired of the discipline to focus….that you tot you are losing yourself again…)

So Serious? (2007)

Mmmm wat i look forward to during events are foods! lotsa food tastings till u are satisfied :p Then of cos the after event ktvs & parties! Celebrations are always sweetest and most fun after the day or in fact months of hard work!! CHEERS..

The All in Black event Nov 2007
We sourced for ages for this ideal place....after been 'bribed' of their Signature Martini at the observation gallery.

We ok-ed the event here in Meritus Mandarin.

Martini served in a pot??! It was good! And after that strong martini (as i requested) with few other cocktails, strangely alittle slow motion from the early evening..haha

There it went....all our investment dependents are here....best is to smile more and talk less ;p

















here Jo-san found us...the Japanese prince charm melted hearts of many at the event :D
(Jo-san, comment が見ましたか, haha)

Kinda miss him since he is back to Japan.

Hi Jo-san this is specially for u! Hope you are doing great back in Japan.

一緒に頑張ってね!
















At last we got to feast at Chatterbox! My happinest moment on that day!...hee













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The event at Fullerton Hotel - May 2006

Then went another medium scale one

Yea was side by side with Mr Lim Siong Guan, former Chairman of EDB.

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The event at KL, Malaysia in Dec 2005

Our nest then @ Sunway Pyramid

Misc gatherings in the dark...

Firstly it is zouk's sweet 16th birthday in April 2007...
Wow isnt tat same birthday as Moi?? :p
















Saw my big eye babe?














Yea...its the big eye babe again in Zouk sometimes Sep 2007..

BD 2007

Low profile year BD.....good friends....a few will do! No party. Jus testing our throats.






















Of cos its always great to feast with family......no peer pressure on the gravity issue :p

Things you probably remember for life

Found this in my diary written sometimes back during the dark days...

Sometimes couldnt't be flying around online. But few i would like to rememeber and share.

Part I
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Things you probably remember for life

It feels alittle butterfly in there to have words from heart online.

Part of me hope that only ppl wont know me well read all these. Arghh..

I have pretty bad memories probably due to low storage space or no regular upkeep of my cpu :p

But there are some particular things you will rememeber for life. Good or bad, they are in your mind, in your heart. Probably some bad memories become good ones while those once sweet ones become a scar in there.

One morning, i switched on this row of side lights in a meeting room. When that doesn't make a differences to the lighting effect, i switched it off. At that moment, i realise like it, I no longer contribute any difference or brightness in someone's life. This weak light can be switched off anytime and it would not cause any effect anymore. It is such a simple thing but the person refused to see the fact. I stood for a while switching on and off, on and off, then laughed at myself. Maybe that light was just left hanging on till it finally fused off, or maybe it is just left on since it doesnt bring any diff.

A friend told me it is up to individual to choose to forget, that there is no point to look back to those so called promises or whatever been said once cos they can become anyone's words when no action attached.

Probably i should not even believe. Well that is past. Today is tomorrow's history. I hope I can refresh my brain.

The choice is of cos to forget cos the least i want is to obstruct someone and stain over the undones, past or promises. The person would still be a special one in there. The last i want to remember are those legs swinging happily in the air of the dark breezy and starless sky, legs paddling in the clear water and the umbrella that swayed towards my side with warm arms wrapping around tightly in the pouring rain. Sweetest and most painful scenes that i would remember it this way.

It is going to be a long bitter war again and again. Alcohol will rock the baby to sleep till she can finally smile in her dreams.

Tata.