Moody

Realise it has been more than 20 days since last blogged.

But didn't do I expect a change in life within days.

There had been some decision making going on these weeks. And has been quite struggling and moody ever  since those dark days..

Trust me, it is not fun to make such a decision to break away from the zone you have slowly bulit with trust and happiness (of course there were many occasional unhappiness + complaints), that it eventually give you comfort and merge into your life and become part of it.

Whoever I have known during these time, most have become friends and have their places in my world.

To an extent, I even doubt myself why does this even become an option to tempt me to do this big change, why do I want to change?

There were moments I hope I could turn back time and brush away the new thought.
However I believe everything happen for a reason and things will have to change when the time of fate knocks. I probably can't see it now but I will know later.

Probably different amount of time is applicable to individual's digestion process.

One of the stupidest thing did was below lot .... :) It eventually didn't help much in consideration process though.

To make things no better, DD having bz outstation work schedule, while my dear family is having fun time in some part of the world left me even lonelier this time.

Literally I have no mood for most things except indulge in foods and TV. I am supposed to complete a lot of maid chores at home and doing fave blogging and blogshop stuff.

I will take time to do next blog, something meaningful and to mark that milestone in my life.