Funeral

Been bz these days or rather nights with the funeral of my 2nd Uncle.

By blood tie we are very close but I do not know him very well in real. However i probably know more of his children, my cousins than him.

After these years of MIA in my SIM's family, it is a good gathering ironically through an unfortunate occasion.

I realised how much some elder relatives whom i havent see for ages have aged. I felt abit sad that I had focused too much on myself and my own problems those past years that I have neglected the rest and missed out so much.

One important thing i learnt is the truth about facing yourself.

It is still not easy to walk out again but it was a good try. I love the re-connection with my cousins. Some remain same good or bad but I am happy to see the growth of my 'little' cousins....wow they are so tall now haha...of cos that goes to their knowledge and interpersonal skill too.

Of cos some nice ones said that I havent changed.. I hope they didnt meant my height haha..

No matter what, we are still one big family except that with growth of everyone into different directions, we need some occasions to pull us back together at times. It is a funeral this time.

The departure that actually pulls hearts together....